Thursday, September 25, 2014

014. life update ANDDDD 20 Facts About ME tag!!

got this from my lovely Dory to do this tag that's been circling the web for a while
and before that let me just update my life a little,

you know what, I can't choose the language I'm supposed to blog in,
but just let me do an English blog update this once cuz she tagged me in English
plus i'm sure people have read the Thai version already from my instagram and Facebook
so yeah..
ENGLISHHHH final year as a Chulalongkorn U 'nisit' had started..
Senior year huh..
I guess it's true that nobody feels like they grow up.

I'm getting the feeling that this is the last chance for everything. And it kind of creeps me out. Honestly speaking I love this place, Arts Chula. I adored BALAC so much. And I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE, damn.

How could I leave, I still work on my homework right before class, still wakes up late because my cat decides to love me after my alarm clock rings, and I still sleep in class. AKA = I have not gotten any shit together.

Anyways, here goes my 20 Facts Tag
and since I've done the Thai version, these will be NEW INFORMATIONS, not translations.

1. I read most of my English textbooks in the toilet, while I poo.
2. My first two dogs are named Happy and Birthday.
3. I did not receive them as a birthday gift — it was the word that I liked as a five-year-old.
4. I can still sing most of Disney’s songs.
5. Sometimes I’m bored of my own bed and decides to sleep on the couch.
6. I cannot play sports. God just doesn’t want me to.
7. My car is my karaoke box.
8. I have a few girl crushes in my faculty, but I can’t name them because I’m too shy.
9. My dream pet = SNAKES. Particularly a ball python. But my maid threatens to leave if I ever brought a snake into the house.
10. I was born a month earlier than I’m supposed to because my mom was in a car accident while she was pregnant.
11. I do not have the talent of baking.
12. My hair is naturally curly AND I HATE IT.
13. I am SO GOOD at Mario Kart. CHALLENGE ME.
14. I’ve wanted to become a vet when I was in the first grade. Things changed.
15. I always feel guilty when I post too much statuses and shared too many links on Facebook, but I can’t stop.
16. Watched three seasons of My Little Pony at the age of 20. LOVE IT.
17. I watch Animal Planet more than MTV.
18. I got lost in the mall when I was about 4 years old.
19. I fall down and chipped my front teeth at the age of 6.
20. I like aquariums more than I should.

OKAY. So that was my entry! 
Next time I wish it would be fashion...

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

013. i promised i wouldn't blog about you

[oh, hi there.]

I promised to not blog about you
Or put your name or picture out on my blog.
So I wouldn't say who you are.

But we all know who you are.
Because there's only one of you.


the art is not mine
i found it...some time ago on pinterest i supposed.

but you, yes, you.
i like how mean you are.

i decided to write this in accordance with a question from a friend.
"mung ploi hai tua aeng chorb him kanard nun loey lor wa nia"
or translated as:
"do you really allow yourself to like him that much?"

the answer is of course,

i let myself fall,
as if i could control
whether or not the fall would happen.

they said the best kind is the one that you did not expect.

you have become my everything,

and once in a while
in the middle of the night,
i'd came up with some entry like this.

i have nothing but words
in no other language but English
but once in a while,
and this is not the first time,

it poured.

it was bittersweet
and afloating,
sometimes i feel like drowning
and that's why i love the sea metaphor surrounding you
there's nothing else that made me think of you
like the ocean

not the beach,
not the sand,

the ocean
the deep open water.

there are parts of you i can't stand
and i know most parts of me you couldn't as well,

but i like how we stick around,

i like how we're indifferent
but inseparable.

i like how we doesn't speak much,
but doesn't drift.

you did a hell lot of work
we did a hell lot of work.

i appreciate every moment of it.

it's toxic, probably.
but i don't mind.